One and One Makes Still One
I am definitely and positively sure you always are the twin-s, in fact, single will never makes sound by himself, your choice is God, it likely says met not gathered!
The best way I am not will but must be on is to set you the wings for your happiness. 26 days gone, nothing change including my mindless, during that period of hard time, no well in but sad out so that nothing I can feel except painful in heart, one image and more and can’t stop. From the heavens above to the earth beneath, it’s the most difficult issue I ever encountered since my born and still no solution.
I won’t try and expect to change your viewpoint about happiness. Everyone has its free choice, may you fly to the destination.