[闲聊]心境

Fade To Black----Metallica

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now Hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I cant think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

My feeling is same like this song but I don't want to die and no courage to die.